Day 3

The side effects of the antidepressant are dissipating, I don't feel nearly so strange.  I fell asleep last night without chemical help, but I didn't sleep all that well. I worked my morning barn shift today without being too upset about it.  The family being home has it's good points and it's not so good ones.  The rain and cooler air feels nice. 
Thanks to all for the comments of support, they do help me see that there is light in the dark.