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[goddessfarmer]

tears drive steam trains down my cheeks
I am a hollow mountain, threatening collapse
under the strain of an earthquake
I feel like a drought in a rainforest
a monsoon in a desert, so far out of place
paralysis, suspension of belief in reality
how can this even be happening
Mop up the dust of my life
again
and again
and again….

with water I don’t have trying to
clean dust that blew away years ago